the song that told her story.

on the drive home today, i was switching between radio stations while i weave through heavy traffic on PIE. at 440pm.

and these days, when i'm on the road alone, i tend to listen to lyrics of songs more closely than usual.

and today i chanced upon a song that tells my story. and i was amazed at how it relates to me.

and yes. it's a sad, melodramatic, slow chinese ballad composed and sung by a singer i used to like. and now when the song comes up on my itunes, i'd think of things i'm not supposed to be thinking about.

如果你还爱我 - 光良

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过
也许对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心走了
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过
但是对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早已注定 不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切
是为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道 你不敢对我坦白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到 你不再属于我

如果你还爱我 你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在 漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我 你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪 默默的离开